I’m in mutuals with a lot of people I’ve never spoken to and if that’s you then I just want you to know that I’ve definitely thought about talking to you at one point and then got scared
it’s funny how when I’m in school all I want is to be at home but once I do get home, I wanna get out. I can’t stay anywhere wherein I’ll truly be happy. school is just full of fake people and at home, I’m just lost. I don’t know why my parents even decided to have children if all they do is complain and get mad. I’m tired of living this way. I need an escape. you were my escape. but who knew missing someone could bring this much trouble up to the point that they eventually break you? who knew that person, that you thought was so nice no matter what anyone said, was faking every little thing? who knew that he could be so fucking smart and could just play around with my emotions?
I don’t even know what I’ll do at home when I can’t even stay with my dad, who is home every single fucking day, cause even he can’t handle my shit anymore. who knew I was such a shitty daughter that it has gotten to an extent wherein her own fucking dad is starting to say those words to her?
but most of all, why the fuck am I letting this get to me and ruin everything for me? why am I still here?
i don’t think my teachers understand i have an unpopular blog to run
after bucky's memories return, and he and steve are getting back in their groove after he's been a brainwashed Soviet for years, he sees Steve givin' heart-eyes at Nat after she walks away from a convo with the three of them, and he looks over at Steve and says kinda shakily: "You've always liked the red-heads."
Steve shrugs it off, his eyebrows creasing. “Well, what do you mean? I’m not doing anything.” And immediately after that, his intuitions signal him to revert his attention back to Nat. And he can’t seem to stop it from happening.
In return, Bucky shakes his head, a little bit surprised that his best friend was actually trying to be defensive. “You’re doing it right now.”
“Staring at her.” Bucky replies, smirking.
"No I’m not."
"Yes you are."
"No I’m not."
"Yes, you are."
"Bucky, can we not do this right now? I’m in the middle of something." Steve responds with a hint of frustration in his voice just as Natasha slammed the door shut.
Bucky folds his arms. “Perhaps you’re in the middle of checking her in.”
"I’m in the middle of checking her out." Steve corrects absent-mindedly, sighing to himself.
It took at least a minute later and an unexpected return from the red-head to figure out what Steve actually meant from his last sentence.
DO NOT REBLOG AND/OR PROMOTE JENNIFER LAWRENCE’S LEAKED PHOTOS.
SHE DID NOT RELEASE THEM.
THIS IS AN INVASION OF HER PERSONAL LIFE.
HELP MAINTAIN JEN’S DIGNITY AND HER PROFESSIONALISM AND DO. NOT. REBLOG. THE. LEAKED. PHOTOS. OF. HER.
Stand by Jennifer to help show our support.